Its been 2.5 years of trying to make a baby! 2.5 years of let down after let down. I honestly Just can't take it anymore. While its not definite yet that this month is a bust just yet, I still just know. I have a feeling. I will find out friday. But I know my monthly friend is getting ready to rear her ugly ass face in!
Im drained. This is the second IUI. My emotions are just shot. Its really getting hard to deal with, especially when there are very few people in real life who understand what your going threw.
Its hard to talk to people about it. I feel when I bring it up to them it make them uncomfortable. and than they say they are sorry... and than I feel like an ass... They shouldnt be sorry. They dont know how I feel... and They really shouldnt. They dont have to know what it feels like!
I just want one chance to have a miracle... just one.. and I dont get why its so damn hard!
I need an emotional vacation!!
Kellogg's Cereal in a Cup- a Busy Mom's Dream!
10 years ago
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ohh sweetie - I certainly know how you feel after 3 failed IUI's...But I will tell you there are a few of my friends that had cramps and thought for sure they were getting their period and it was actually cause they were pregnant...so dont count yourself out yet...youve got a few more days til your sure! Ill say a prayer for you!!!
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